serakit ([personal profile] writerkit) wrote2020-10-12 12:19 pm

Recalibration

I think I need to recalibrate what I want to read. I've now had several instances of looking at a book's summary and thinking "That sounds really interesting; I want to read it!" and then actually starting and going "No, no, DO NOT WANT".

It's important to note this isn't an instance of bad marketing copy; they're usually exactly what they claim they are-- it's just I have this self-perception that I really want to read Difficult Works With Heavy Abuse Underpinnings and every time I actually *try* to do so they're well-written, engaging, and horribly, horribly triggering such that I can't get more than a couple of chapters in.

This has now happened enough times that I think I need to stop and really interrogate whether I think I'm going to *like* a book before adding it to my list. And also think really hard about what causes me to like a book. (The book in question in this instance is "Still Missing" by Chevy Stevens, which I think Jessica Jones fans will really enjoy, as the villain appears to be basically Kilgrave without the superpowers.)
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[personal profile] staranise 2020-10-12 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I've been in a similar place. I have a ton of books I want to have read about Serious Heavy Topics, and then the five or six fluffy fantasy novels that are all my brain actually wants to consume right now.